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October 2006 
where's the plug?
Posted on Aug 9th, 2006
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jerry
jerry
I've been roaming the halls of Zaadz looking for something. I dialogged last week, with several people here. I invited a couple of people to be friends, whom I felt a connection to. I read, and commented on several pod posts, and personal blogs. I felt connected, plugged in. I had a feeling of anticipation. Still do. This weekend I went to SanAngelo, to do my mini-vacation/spiritual retreat, and the continuity seems to be diminished regarding connection to ZaadZ. I'm not getting that feeling of connectedness I had last week. I've been here before. I know all I do is keep practicing, and I'll get somewhere else before long. I believe I'm not getting the fullness I felt last week is because I'm looking for it. It kinda reminds me of quantum physics, when you observe a particle, you change it with the energy it takes to observe it. When I'm on a search, I'm slightly negative on the energy scale. I'm trying to take energy, on a small scale. I'm subtly trying to recapture the peace, and feeling of wholeness, I felt talking to you last week. It goes back to my creedo, I have to try to give it away, to keep it. Knowing this on an intellectual level, doesn't make it easier for me to attain. I guess I need to try some meditation. Talking it through here seems to help also. Thank you for being there. Much Peace. jerry
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The Law of Allowing. That is what I was hearing as I read this jerry.
You asked.
It was given.
But did you then allow it?
Keep writing.
:)
Di
Your kind attention is very appreciated, Di. I think it’s amazing how much positive energy you have to give here. Everywhere I go, there you are, spreading good intention. I’m trying to get a handle on The Law of Allowing. I’m not sure how to go there. Maybe you could expand on this? Good to you, Di. jerry
Well, I do not know about “everywhere.” But when you start reading blogs here, there are only so many written each day. ;) I only post when it resonates with me… and lately that does seem to be less often. Well anyway….. to the issue here.
You see the thing is, that once you send out your intentions, wants, and desires to the universe.. it does answer every time. But the third step in all of it is to stay out of the way and allow it to happen. And to align yourself with what it is you were asking for. Time limits are not going to work either… and pulling away before it manifests will just cause you to lose what it was you were flowing towards in the first place.
Not certain what materials you are reading or studying right now. But jerry…. if you can please get a copy of The Secret for yourself okay? I cannot speak highly enough about it. For the principles in it are exactly all I am working on in my own life.
Meditation is excellent…. always. :)
Hope this has helped? Or did I confuse the issue?
:)
Di
…. off now for the night and to her latest book…. ;)
Thank you, Di. I now intend to get a copy of “The Secret”. No confusion. But the third step in all of it is to stay out of the way and allow it to happen is the affirmation I was looking for. I tend to want what I want, when I want it, and totally mess up the flow. Time and change has happened since I wrote this post, and I am no longer unacceptive of the perfection of now. It's strange to keep referring to a thought or feeling that has already past. It is also a relief to see an example of real life that this too shall pass. It's startlingly easy to forget that this is a journey. Thanks for nudging me along, Di. Love, and Peace to you, my friend. jerry