growth spurts.

I just read my good friend Tony's blog about growth through a challenging time. I too, have had a recent feeling of growth.  I wish I had more time to devote to this site. I feel expanded after I read some different posts, on some different pods. I feel that exposing myself to the energy here helps diminish my self , and that in turn makes me happy. This past weekend I broke out of my routine. I am very much a creature of habit, and breaking routine is not always comfortable. This time, though I wasn't too out of sync. I have been shaken loose from my semi-lethargic state by the ideas and positive energy here at Zaadz. Tony turned me on to this site out of the blue. So, I contribute my yawning, eye-rubbing, wake up to this serendipitous event, and not the other way around. I'm always searching, or at least looking for a sign, but the trail had grown cold. I am amazed at how my perception changes when the subtle shift to spiritual paradigms gels into reality. The most awesome thing about this awarenessis I can have as much as I can get, and it won't hurt me! God give me awareness of your way, and strength to go along.                                         jerry